Name:Amber Country:United States State:Nevada Birthday:6/29/1988 Gender:Female
Interests:I Have a lot of interests and if you want to know what they are you are going to have to read my xanga other than that you are pretty much fucked on knowing because I am not going tell you flat out. Expertise:I have yet to gain an expertise but I guess I'll just say....well actually I have nothing to say on this one! Occupation:Student
Because I can't take it anymore. He is such a D*** and I am almost hating him. My bf took off like two days ago and I had to go to the ER yesterday and my brother took me and I got a hold of him once. He didn't seem to care. To top it off I have a perscription to fill and he took all the money and I can't get a hold of him to help me fill it like he said he would. How could he just abandon me and our unborn baby?
I don't know what it is. I just feel like a different person. It is actually kind of worse. I feel immensely detached. I don't care any more. I mean I care but at the same time I don't. I'm kind of lost. I don't know what to trust anymore. I don't know if things are going as smoothly as they seem or if I'm being decived. I don't talk to people anymore. I am in my own little bubble and feel like if I get out I'll get hurt. I have distanced myself to the point where I haven't even called but two of my friends since I've been home. And those two aren't in town so I don't have to worry about obligations or anything else. It is sad and I hate it but it is so true. I'm sorry.
